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[Flapdoodle]

 I totally agree with Rhonda. You are SO brave to do what you did. I just wish I lived near you so that I could have taken you myself.
This is killing me to know what you're going through and not being able to help you.
I pray that these meds will help so you can get out from under that damn black cloud and stand in the sunshine once again.

I love you, girlfriend.

[JeanG]

 It's obviously been a terrible, awful, horrible, no-good, very bad day for you!!  I'm sorry it's such a crappy day.  I hope  you start feeling better really soon!  {{{{{{{{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}}}}}}}

[-Tracy-]

 I totally agree with Rhonda. You are SO brave to do what you did. I just wish I lived near you so that I could have taken you myself.
This is killing me to know what you're going through and not being able to help you.
I pray that these meds will help so you can get out from under that damn black cloud and stand in the sunshine once again.

I love you, girlfriend.

I love you too. Lots and lots.

[Janedee]

 What a horrible start to your day!  {{HUGS}} to you and I hope you manage to find your glasses intact later.

[Flapdoodle]

 See what happens when I let you outta the closet?

[-Tracy-]

 See what happens when I let you outta the closet?

I'm not leaving the closet again. Ever.

[LoveMyBella]

 You're braver than I am Tracy!  Anxiety or not, I have NEVER taken the city bus.  It scares the living daylights out of me.  Good for you! 

I hope that Bobby makes it home safe and you can get some rest. 

Big hugs, M

[SarahA]

 

Hope your day gets better! Big {HUGS} girlfriend!

[Flapdoodle]

 OMG that smiley is soooo cute!! *LOL*

Okay. I'll keep you safe and snug in my closet from now on. Just slide all requests on paper under the door when you need anything.

And let me know when you need me to come in and snuggle and watch tv or paint your toenails or whatever....

[-Tracy-]

 See what happens when I let you outta the closet?

I'm not leaving the closet again. Ever.

Wrong smiley. i meant this one

[Flapdoodle]

 See what happens when I let you outta the closet?

I'm not leaving the closet again. Ever.

Wrong smiley. i meant this one

They're both good ones!

[dianagirly]

 Tracy- I faced a fear today as well! Mine went muuuuuuch smoother than anticipated though. I do not go out alone. I can't. And to get on a bus would basically kill me. Ironically I can do airplanes-but they have security and people to help and you know the plane only has one stop.
 Anyway....I went out driving in the snow with an instructor today. I bought myself lessons because my fear is debilitating. So I was SHOCKED beyond all belief that I was able to actually try today and not cry. Especially since I woke up at 3 this morning just thinking about it and cried and cried until I got in the car at 8.
 I really wish you would have had a better experience with this! I would go with you and we could hold hands real tight and get through it. I am so proud of you for going!! Especially when it was for YOURSELF. Because usually if it is just something for ME, forget it. But if it's for my kids sake- which in my case is- I have to get over it somehow.
 You made it through it and next time you will know that you have already done this before. You are incredibly brave!!! And I really hope the new meds will be a good transition. LOVE YOU!!!!!
 

[Rici76]

 HUGE HUGS for you today!!! I am so sorry that this happened to you....I can relate when it comes to panic and anxiety, it is pretty scary and no fun! I hope you day gets better.

[Ladybug11]

 Ohhh No, So sorry to hear about your awful day!!  Hopefully you find your glasses and tomorrow goes much more smoothly!!  Remember the only good thing about a terrible day is that there is no where to go but up!!!!

[beachlover]

 awww, I am so sorry you've had such a horrible day so far!  great big {{{{{{HUGS}}}} to you Tracy!  I hope your son gets home safely and those bulies don't bother him, and the days get better for you, the new meds are a help

[campangel]

 

[-Tracy-]

 Tracy- I faced a fear today as well! Mine went muuuuuuch smoother than anticipated though. I do not go out alone. I can't. And to get on a bus would basically kill me. Ironically I can do airplanes-but they have security and people to help and you know the plane only has one stop.
 Anyway....I went out driving in the snow with an instructor today. I bought myself lessons because my fear is debilitating. So I was SHOCKED beyond all belief that I was able to actually try today and not cry. Especially since I woke up at 3 this morning just thinking about it and cried and cried until I got in the car at 8.
 I really wish you would have had a better experience with this! I would go with you and we could hold hands real tight and get through it. I am so proud of you for going!! Especially when it was for YOURSELF. Because usually if it is just something for ME, forget it. But if it's for my kids sake- which in my case is- I have to get over it somehow.
 You made it through it and next time you will know that you have already done this before. You are incredibly brave!!! And I really hope the new meds will be a good transition. LOVE YOU!!!!!
 

I'm glad your trip outside went good! I was up super early as well freaking out in advance. We should have called each other. :p

I wish I could say I did it for me but honestly, it's for my husband and my kids.  I get up and try everyday for THEM. THEY are what gets me through this miserable life. I could never cause them so much pain as to abandon them, no matter how much it hurts, and so I keep chuggin along, always thankful that I have them.

[Flapdoodle]

 Tracy- I faced a fear today as well! Mine went muuuuuuch smoother than anticipated though. I do not go out alone. I can't. And to get on a bus would basically kill me. Ironically I can do airplanes-but they have security and people to help and you know the plane only has one stop.
 Anyway....I went out driving in the snow with an instructor today. I bought myself lessons because my fear is debilitating. So I was SHOCKED beyond all belief that I was able to actually try today and not cry. Especially since I woke up at 3 this morning just thinking about it and cried and cried until I got in the car at 8.
 I really wish you would have had a better experience with this! I would go with you and we could hold hands real tight and get through it. I am so proud of you for going!! Especially when it was for YOURSELF. Because usually if it is just something for ME, forget it. But if it's for my kids sake- which in my case is- I have to get over it somehow.
 You made it through it and next time you will know that you have already done this before. You are incredibly brave!!! And I really hope the new meds will be a good transition. LOVE YOU!!!!!
 

You GO, Diana!!  ((((HUGS))))

[Janshotgun]

 As someone who has had many a panic attack, I'm proud of you.  Getting on that bus took alot of guts.  Too bad it didn't end well...

But - back to the pity party!  Am I invited?  Can I wear my pj's and bring cupcakes and chips and wine?  Can we watch funny movies?  Can we do each other's hair and take pictures?  Because, if we can, I'll be right over!!!

Love you!!!!!!  Please get well soon!!!

[Queen Mum]

 I know it was a tough day = but I'm going to tell you to pat yourself on the back because you did some pretty tough stuff - on your own and you managed.

Ok, so it didn't go totally great, but You DID IT!

Reward yourself with something.   An extra cookie - whatever.

I'm proud of you.